Friday, April 26, 2002

All this love is still in the air, and so is the pollen. I dont think I'm allergic to it, but I have developed a sinus cold, someone suggested they I try those nasal sprays but I hate those. I dont see how spraying liquid up your nose stops it from running but if it works for you kudos! The last time I tried it I sneezed all the medicine out and it stung for a while and made the runny nose worse =(. Instead I bought a whole bottle of advil sinus medicine... 2 pills at a time       bleargh. Generally I walk around with a smile on, it's the best thing to wear and all that, but it was harder today, the snot on my moustache area dried that skin out and it hurts haha.       The bad part is that I was thinking how ironic it is for me to try to smile when it hurts and it made me chuckle and smile more.


But for some reason I've noticed, people at purdue don't smile. Well they smile at parties and when they're drinking, they smile when you say "how you doin", of course everyone smiles when they try to say panties. You guys know what I'm talking about though right, everyone on campus sees each other but everyone allways looks like they're on a mission authorized by the man or something. I think I'm going to start asking people "to say panties without giggling" just so they'll smile... If that doesn't work then I'll start testing people on thier asian knowledge... "What's the capital of Thailand.." =) Devious, ya maybe... lots of fun though. On that topic, have I shown you the "keys trick"
Good night all... Good night.

Sunday, April 21, 2002

OH COME ON!!! The banner up there makes my thing say Interrupted Happi unless I change the screen to full size. If I knew enough html then I would go ahead and move it around but I dont so until I start my website there it stays, unless of course some explains how to fix it. I started this "diary" with mixed feelings, still I feel strange that I'm going to post this and all kinds of people are going to read it - but thanks to those who did read it and gave me input. Also, I dont mind if you have a link on your website/blogger to this - I will do the same if you'd like. This summer I hope this blogger will turn into a website, and in order to get things a little bit moving I have created a message board where you can post thoughts, feedback, ramble on, or tell us all about your adventures. It's open to everyone, I further implore this audience to post there. It only requires that you make a gamer.com account (which consists of filing out a page of information - name, age, country... the standard stuff). I hope that the board will accumulate regulars and that friends will waste a few minutes every now and again posting there *glares south towards louisville, raised head to texas, and checks westward*. Think of it as an online Denny's =) Further when the time of reckoning comes and I start working on a website I'll feel that much better about it.

I do already feel better now though, in relation to my last diary entry. I talked to some people, including myself, and resolved... that I should just keep more pictures =D. Of course, I'm sure that needs an explanation - well lets indulge on the girlfriend's role in a young buck's life (Personally I think this can be role reversed). Granted some people are cursed, errr... blessed, with having fallen completely in love and have gotten into serious relationships as a result of it...The popular topic of having a girlfriend because the lion is hungry for a relationship, for the sake of a relationship not because he has fallen in love, is begun by wondering about during the spring season and seeing so cute rabbits frolicing in the grass. It is further catalyzed by seeing the rest of the lions hunting rabbits and even worse when you head out with your lion and the bunny rabbit follows along. While your out hunting for a vise of your own simple pleasures (sex) you gather a few lions help you take down some of the rabbits only to find your fellow lions so enraptured with the meal that they've already caught you soon find yourself flying solo. Sure you can more than likely take down one bunny with your own fangs but hell, most of the fun is the chase...how is this important? Well for those of us that compete in any game, not just tha game, you know that so much of the fun is derived from playing with people you know and having an audience. Sure you can get a girl but if no one sees, and no one is there to enjoy the setup and execution then all you've really accomplished is foreplay for masturbation with two people. Certainly some people go to parties with the thought of getting laid dancing in thier heads (men and women alike) but there's a flavor to that game. However note that when two people sincerely start to like each other the game is vastly different - crowds don't matter... and you don't talk about your adventures with this girl to get a "datz muh boi" from your friends; you talk about her because there is something in you that cant stop thinking about it and having her name in your mouth puts you on cloud nine. Maybe I've gone further than other lions will say or even feel - but this is what I see and further experience. Even so if a lion wants to play a game he will play a game, and might even play the game to get a serious girlfriend without realizing that the rabbit he's playing the game with isn't a bunny rabbit, but a hare. The hare can play the role of a rabbit for a short while but when we sit down for the feast we discover that it isn't as tender, it isn't well prepared, and it goes bad alot faster.

On another tangant I realized that while it's good to look forward while you are walking through life somtimes it gets dark and you forget things... like flashlights. Generally girls are more prepared than guys so when you get a girlfriend, even if it is only for the sake of having a girlfriend, you get to use thier flashlight which can help you see, if only for a bit. But there's a limit on how effective this is, imagine on a rainy day when you forgot your umbrella and you hold your girlfriend's abover her head for her and you try to squeeze in there as well (which is impossible because it can only be 6 inches wide because it has to fit in her itty bitty backpack which barely holds her makeup), well what happens. You get all wet and it sucks (well I like rain so lets pretend we're back in LA and it's acid rain) - now it really sucks. So while you look forward I encourage you to 1.) bring a flashlight to see on dark nights, 2.) think back every now and again to remember if you have your umbrella and in general reminesce in the past, 3.) if you see a cute girl you may like, hide your flashlight so you have an excuse to talk to her =) At any rate that is how I arrived at the decision to keep more pictures, to make an umbrella out of it so I dont have to close my eyes and fight through the rain.

On the forefront lies some hot days with the possibility of hotter nights... try to chill out with a nice cold beer. Sunshowers are great, cold showers aren't, camping is good but dont be so caught up in smelling roses and marveling at nature that you pitch tent while nature is looking at you... it's rather embarrasing when you cant get the main pole down in time in order to go on to the next campsite.. it disturbs...the rabbits. They'll think you don't know how to camp for the night =P

Good night all, all good night - I hope you have good dreams abound of lions and rabbits. I know I will, I saw the Scorpion King... The sorceress did much to ensure that I would sleep well, with half a grin on my face ;)